HAPPY WEDNESDAY... ALL

Happy Wednesday is a hidden happy birthday and all is a hidden someone. 
So, Happy birthday to you, someone.

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Dear you,


I lost my idea. I don't know how to greets you, in a fact that you always missed my birthday. It's pathetic. And, here I am. Like Raditya Dika said : Orang yang jatuh cinta diam-diam, akan selalu jatuh cinta sendirian. So, let me.. with this silence congratulation for you. I even don't know you'll read it or not. I don't care. 

Actually, I wanna text you, or maybe wall you just to say happy birthday. but, we are very awkward now. Remember a few days ago? you come just to say : Pedrosa win. and you go just with a 'haha'. How come? I even wondering : Are you chat a wrong person? (-_-'') And I'm not like you who always come and go easily. Just one hello is very hard for me to say. Moreover, I think you don't need my hello and especially my wishes again,rite? I stalks your timeline and found so many wishes for you. How lucky you are. You have many people who really care to you. And, well, you have her. She is more than everything for you, I read it. So, what am I doing rite now? anyone slap me, please! Is it real that I still make another post for him? is it dream, rite? Gosh, you really dumb me.

Your funny side always makes me forget to ignoring your hello. But this isn't mean that I still want you. oh, I never wanting you, actually ;) 

I'm on my move rite now. I learn how to live without your hello, and without your attention. I'm sure that I can, I used to. Before I met you.

And I'm on my way. So, please stop come suddenly. Cause, however you think that just a normal 'hello'. I'm not. We have a different feeling. That's why this friendship have to stop. Cause we're hoping a different ship. It's gonna take a wrong way if we keep it up. And it's gonna hurt me much. I've hurt much. If I were a plate, I've become a little cracks now. And, It's enough.

Wow, it's your day heh? then, why am I talking about us to much?

well, Happy birthday to ya.

Hope you an amazing years with your college, with your family, with your friends, with your hobby, and with her of course.

The only reason that makes me hard to left you is I can't let you through all of your problem alone. you're fragile. that's what I see. The last time you texting me before you go to that city, you didn't let me go cause sometimes you need someone like me. Maybe that just an intermezzo. But I do take it serious. Seriously. But now you have her. So glad to know that. And I believe she's gonna treats you well. Better than me. Better than anyone.

Oh ya, Are you still have a peanut syndrome? sorethroat when you sing on high tune? Well, I just can say get well soon ya. Keep on health. Save your time for basket. I know that's your passion. 

Well, Thank's for all of your kindness, jokes, time, trouble.

Thank's for introduce me with an insomnia. It's fun.

Thank's for borrowing me your essay in the middle of the nite.

Thank's for accompanny me waiting my cousin on one nite.

Thank's for your fried rice recipe when I'm starving on one nite.

Thank's for care when i'm sick.

Thank's for cheering me up when I'm blue.
Thank's for let me know about you. even, not an important things.

My point is, Thank's for an amazing 4 years since I know you. You're coloring my world. In a good and bad way. I'll never forget it. We're gonna be good. Cause you've got yours and I've got mine. And, Why am I going very sentimentil at this post? Cause this is gonna be the last post about you :)

I'll be back. After I'm done with this feeling. As your friend.

Again, Happy birthday, bro. Amien for all of your wishes.

p.s : it's 20:07 rite now. Remember 2 years ago? :p

sincerely,

-poetry-