time keeps on running, and all that left behind are memories.
I love to write. Especially about my daily activity. And what I feel. That's why I made this blog. And, Since I love diary-ing. Like pepatah said : Kalo macarin orang, macarin temen-temennya juga dong. (nyambung, kan? Plis, bilang iya) So, I falling in love with notebook too. Especially a cute notebook. ugh, gemeys gemeys. And here they are. belum seberapa juga sih :
Nah, kalo ini yang bikin envy setengah mati :
itu monyet kan, ya? iya kan, ya? *pingsan*
semua punyaku
So my point is, my birthday on September, 11th. hahaha. :p. Anyway, happy sunday all. keep on shine and keep on write ya!
Writing is fun, even my handwrite is poor,
-poetry-
Random notes bought from City One, Gramedia Panakukang Mal, Agung.
I lost my idea. I don't know how to greets you, in a fact that you always missed my birthday. It's pathetic. And, here I am. Like Raditya Dika said : Orang yang jatuh cinta diam-diam, akan selalu jatuh cinta sendirian. So, let me.. with this silence congratulation for you. I even don't know you'll read it or not. I don't care.
Actually, I wanna text you, or maybe wall you just to say happy birthday. but, we are very awkward now. Remember a few days ago? you come just to say : Pedrosa win. and you go just with a 'haha'. How come? I even wondering : Are you chat a wrong person? (-_-'') And I'm not like you who always come and go easily. Just one hello is very hard for me to say. Moreover, I think you don't need my hello and especially my wishes again,rite? I stalks your timeline and found so many wishes for you. How lucky you are. You have many people who really care to you. And, well, you have her. She is more than everything for you, I read it. So, what am I doing rite now? anyone slap me, please! Is it real that I still make another post for him? is it dream, rite? Gosh, you really dumb me.
Your funny side always makes me forget to ignoring your hello. But this isn't mean that I still want you. oh, I never wanting you, actually ;)
I'm on my move rite now. I learn how to live without your hello, and without your attention. I'm sure that I can, I used to. Before I met you.
And I'm on my way. So, please stop come suddenly. Cause, however you think that just a normal 'hello'. I'm not. We have a different feeling. That's why this friendship have to stop. Cause we're hoping a different ship. It's gonna take a wrong way if we keep it up. And it's gonna hurt me much. I've hurt much. If I were a plate, I've become a little cracks now. And, It's enough.
Wow, it's your day heh? then, why am I talking about us to much?
well, Happy birthday to ya.
Hope you an amazing years with your college, with your family, with your friends, with your hobby, and with her of course.
The only reason that makes me hard to left you is I can't let you through all of your problem alone. you're fragile. that's what I see. The last time you texting me before you go to that city, you didn't let me go cause sometimes you need someone like me. Maybe that just an intermezzo. But I do take it serious. Seriously. But now you have her. So glad to know that. And I believe she's gonna treats you well. Better than me. Better than anyone.
Oh ya, Are you still have a peanut syndrome? sorethroat when you sing on high tune? Well, I just can say get well soon ya. Keep on health. Save your time for basket. I know that's your passion.
Well, Thank's for all of your kindness, jokes, time, trouble.
Thank's for introduce me with an insomnia. It's fun.
Thank's for borrowing me your essay in the middle of the nite.
Thank's for accompanny me waiting my cousin on one nite.
Thank's for your fried rice recipe when I'm starving on one nite.
Thank's for care when i'm sick.
Thank's for cheering me up when I'm blue. Thank's for let me know about you. even, not an important things.
My point is, Thank's for an amazing 4 years since I know you. You're coloring my world. In a good and bad way. I'll never forget it. We're gonna be good. Cause you've got yours and I've got mine. And, Why am I going very sentimentil at this post? Cause this is gonna be the last post about you :)
I'll be back. After I'm done with this feeling. As your friend.
Again, Happy birthday, bro. Amien for all of your wishes.
saya sarankan membaca post ini dengan backsound : Life keeps on turning dan dear diary nya Mocca :')
Apa anda pernah mengidolakan seseorang atau sekelompok orang sebegitu dalamnya? Selain Nabi Muhammad pastinya. Beliau terlalu mulia untuk disejajarkan sengan seniman-seniman atau apapun itu di dunia.
Pernah dengar Mocca? Ya, band ini buat saya gila. Sejak 5 atau 6 tahun yang lalu. Pertama kali lihat mereka sewaktu jadi bintang tamu di acara dj kamu, SCTV, Hostnya Panda. Saya masih ingat sekali. Seketika musiknya langsung menyihir saya. Tulus. Sejak saat itu saya resmi mengidolakan mereka. Tapi beberapa tahun kemudian saya hanya jadi penggemar pasif. Mungkin karena mereka yang tenggelam oleh maraknya band-band komersil yang sedang naik daun. Dan layaknya remaja normal, saya labil. Seiring dengan itu saya mengidolakan beberapa lagu yang timbul-tenggelam dan sedikit menyingkirkan mocca. meskipun, serius, saya tetap mendengarkan lagu-lagu lamanya setiap sebelum tidur. Sampai waktu acara expo (sejenis pensi) sekolahan saya mengundang mereka untuk menjadi guest star. Saya senang sekali. karena, to be honest, itu adalah impian saya untuk Journey (sejenis pensi juga dimana saya jadi panitia acaranya). Meskipun saya harus tabah, karena dana yang tidak mendukung. Saya datang kesana dengan rere, fatin, irma. Setelah susah payah membujuk rere dengan iming-iming dibayarkan sebagian. semoga dia tidak membaca ini :p
yak, dan yang seperti anda bayangkan dan saya sama sekali tidak bayangkan, mereka berlipat-lipat kali lebih keren jika live performance. Agh, saya tersihir lagi. dan sejak saat itu, I'm officially a Swinging Friend.
Yang saya suka dari mereka adalah, coba deh make it sure, lagu-lagu mereka ga ada yang galau. ga ada yang buat posisi kita sebagai wanita itu menjadi lemah. Dengan lirik-liriknya, we have to know that loving someone ga harus setengah mati bahkan sampai mati *no offense* just love someone the way he/her/they are. dan semuanya akan terasa indah. Beside that, Riko, gitarisnya, kalau kita liat live, YaTuhan, charming sekali. Mainnya ga berlebihan tapi sukses bikin merinding (maaf, saya ga bisa menghilangkan sisi 'ini' saya)
dan yang pasti, they're not commercial. Mereka menghasilkan karya bukan untuk uang, tapi untuk seni. Dan saya rasa, ini yang membuat Last show ini begitu mengharukan bagi kami dan mereka. Karena mereka nyaman dengan apa yang mereka kerjakan selama ini sehingga mereka menikmatinya dan kami juga menikmati hasil kerja dari kenyamanan mereka. Sebenarnya cukup menyedihkan mengetahui saya harus menceritakan kepada kalian bagaimana saya sangat menyukai mocca disaat mereka harus mulai vakum.
even, I believe this is not the last :')
However life keeps on turning, however people come and go, however that we never same like yesterday, You're still my everlasting idol as always. Keep on move and work, guys. for art, for swingingfriends, and for yourself definitely :)
