sebenarnya sy ga mau update dulu sebelum sy update so much awesome moment that you missed. tapi ini update-an dadakan.
sy ga bisa terlalu frontal di facebook atau twitter tentang ini, but I need a media.
so, here we go ! sory blog.. I have no choice
entah, tapi ini semua seperti berhubungan.
dari sy yang baru saja memindahkan novel-novel lama dari kamar kakak sy dan mendapati 'cintapuccino', dan kemudian, sy yang tiba-tiba jadi niat membacanya ulang (5 jam cukup bagi sy untuk menghabiskan novel itu). ya, it's just like sh*t de javu when I read that. obsesi oh obsesi..haha! so highschool, and so me! , sy yang tiba-tiba buka twitternya dan mendapati timeline yang menurut sy bukan-dia-sekali. ya, he's falling in love with someone-I-don't-know-who.
4 years, I adore him so much.
4 years, his name always there, on my stupid diary.
4 years, I pretending to be nothing-happen when I said "assalamualaikum,kak" to him
4 years, he said that I am the best lil' sister forever. (not in 4 years, but he ever told me by text message)
4 years, he choose me for the-perfect-girl-in-a-perfect-time. (not in 4 years too, but we became closer since his brokenheart)
4 years, it's not a short time for keeping your feeling with someone.
but, I did ! 4 years, I've been invisible for him.
ya, 4 years. I think it's time to wake up, move on, do what I have to do.
And, so did he.
no reason for looking back again.
but the biggest question is, can I ?
sy ga bisa terlalu frontal di facebook atau twitter tentang ini, but I need a media.
so, here we go ! sory blog.. I have no choice
entah, tapi ini semua seperti berhubungan.
dari sy yang baru saja memindahkan novel-novel lama dari kamar kakak sy dan mendapati 'cintapuccino', dan kemudian, sy yang tiba-tiba jadi niat membacanya ulang (5 jam cukup bagi sy untuk menghabiskan novel itu). ya, it's just like sh*t de javu when I read that. obsesi oh obsesi..haha! so highschool, and so me! , sy yang tiba-tiba buka twitternya dan mendapati timeline yang menurut sy bukan-dia-sekali. ya, he's falling in love with someone-I-don't-know-who.
4 years, I adore him so much.
4 years, his name always there, on my stupid diary.
4 years, I pretending to be nothing-happen when I said "assalamualaikum,kak" to him
4 years, he said that I am the best lil' sister forever. (not in 4 years, but he ever told me by text message)
4 years, he choose me for the-perfect-girl-in-a-perfect-time. (not in 4 years too, but we became closer since his brokenheart)
4 years, it's not a short time for keeping your feeling with someone.
but, I did ! 4 years, I've been invisible for him.
ya, 4 years. I think it's time to wake up, move on, do what I have to do.
And, so did he.
no reason for looking back again.
but the biggest question is, can I ?
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pada akhirnya orang yang jatuh cinta diam-diam hanya bisa mendoakan. Mereka, cuma bisa mendoakan, setelah capek berharap, pengharapan yang ada dari dulu, yang tumbuh mulai dari kecil sekali, hingga makin lama makin besar, lalu semakin lama semakin jauh. Orang yang jatuh cinta diam-diam pada akhirnya menerima. Orang yang jatuh cinta diam-diam paham bahwa kenyataan terkadang berbeda dengan apa yang kita inginkan. Terkadang yang kita inginkan bisa jadi yang tidak kita sesungguhnya kita butuhkan. Dan sebenarnya, yang kita butuhkan hanyalah merelakan. Orang yang jatuh cinta diam-diam hanya bisa, seperti yang mereka selalu lakukan, jatuh cinta sendirian.
-Raditya Dika - Marmut Merah Jambu-
speechless cause his timeline,
-poetry-
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